I know when I blog that there are basically two people reading this, Kim and Jeff. I appreciate you both reading this and making comments. I think I have hit a point in my life where I realized that I have done and seen alot, even if it doesn't seem like it. There are a few things I wish I would have done. I am not calling them regrets, just things that I would have been interested to see happen and what would have resulted.

These are in random order...(like everything else in my life)

Serve a Mission- I would have loved to learn a new language and be a missionary. I couldn't afford it and I knew my parents would really not like it.

Gone to College- All through high school I knew I wasn't going to college. I just accepted that I wasn't. My parents never encouraged it and I knew really thought about it. I think I can call myself smart, and I would have liked to see how far I could have gotten. I think I would have gone for a journalism or something with writting...maybe even politcal science.

Had another baby after Nicholas- I am wondering if I am going to have the chance to have another baby. Nicholas will be 4 in August and I am thinking that the age gap maybe too much. I would love for him to be a big brother and Robert is the best dad. Selfishly I would just like to have a baby girl so I can go pink crazy. Every month I cry when I realize that I am not pregnant. I think that is a sign that I would like to have another one.

Stayed in Arkansas- When I left, I was the assistant manager of a Victora's Secret, and by now I would be somewhere in management for Limited brands. I enjoyed living in the south. I miss the girls that I knew and the atmosphere down there. People were more polite, too.

These are just a few things I ponder........